and in the dark, i can hear your heartbeat ~

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oh my lord, i really didn’t realise the time!
i’m gonna go watch Kidulthood in bed :)
here is my flickr if anybody wants to take a browseeee, i just put a few new snow related photos on there
xxxxxx

Thu, January 7th 2010

i got a conditional offer from Bournemouth Uni :}
that’s cheered me riiight up!
they have offered me a place on the condition i get a B in my photography A level. so far i’m doing alright in photography. i’m pleased with this years work and my teachers seem to think i’m heading for a good grade <3!
Bournemouth are only my second choice (Middlesex is my first, and i have an interview there next month eeek!) but it’s really good to know that (provided i get the grade which i hopefully will) i have a definite back up!

Thu, January 7th 2010

she can’t see the way your eyes, light up when you smile
she’ll never notice how you stop and stare, 
whenever she walks by.
and you can’t see me wanting you, the way you want her,
but you are everything to me.
and i just wanna show you, she don’t even know you
she’s never gonna love you like i want to.
and you just see right through me, but if you only knew me,
we could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable,
instead of just invisible. 
there’s a fire inside of you, that can’t help but shine through
she’s never gonna see the light, no matter what you do.
and i all i think about is how to make you think of me,
and everything that we could be.

- Invisible - Taylor Swift

Thu, January 7th 2010

just ordered these three, the sequin shorts i couldn&#8217;t be arsed with in the end .
i&#8217;m feeling really really really left out of my friend group. literally every single one of my close friends has a boyfriend (except maddie, but she&#8217;s totally gonna end up with alex gibbs) and i really just feel like, whats the point in even seeing them all. cause all that happens is i end up crying myself to sleep the next night because all i can think when i lie in bed at night is that it&#8217;s never, ever, going to happen for me like it has for them.

just ordered these three, the sequin shorts i couldn’t be arsed with in the end .

i’m feeling really really really left out of my friend group. literally every single one of my close friends has a boyfriend (except maddie, but she’s totally gonna end up with alex gibbs) and i really just feel like, whats the point in even seeing them all. cause all that happens is i end up crying myself to sleep the next night because all i can think when i lie in bed at night is that it’s never, ever, going to happen for me like it has for them.

Wed, January 6th 2010

just about to order

  • pyramid stud leggings from urban outfitters
  • dream warrior tank from urban outfitters
  • something else infinity tee from urban outfitters
  • charcoal sequin shorts from topshop

yummmm!

Wed, January 6th 2010

"Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. very dark, but there were stars- points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."

Edward Cullen, New Moon
this is my favourite quote EVER from any of the books and i’m absolutely gutted they left it out the film :|

Wed, January 6th 2010

me & my bruthuuuuhhh

me & my bruthuuuuhhh

my cat, Dizzee Rascal

my cat, Dizzee Rascal

LOL headshot

LOL headshot

Wed, January 6th 2010

U LYK MY HAT?its my brothers please excuse the fact i am wearing no makeup at all in this picture :|

U LYK MY HAT?
its my brothers 
please excuse the fact i am wearing no makeup at all in this picture :|

Wed, January 6th 2010

ME AND MY BROTHER MADE JEDWARD SNOWMEN ~we call them; Snedward.(that&#8217;s me hugging Edward ofc)
i just got the best news ever, i don&#8217;t have to go into work today because the shop is closed cus of the snow, yayayyy!!! so happy omg i cant even

ME AND MY BROTHER MADE JEDWARD SNOWMEN ~
we call them; Snedward.
(that’s me hugging Edward ofc)

i just got the best news ever, i don’t have to go into work today because the shop is closed cus of the snow, yayayyy!!!
so happy omg i cant even

Wed, January 6th 2010

fyeahgoing back to sleep ~

fyeah
going back to sleep ~

Wed, January 6th 2010

gonna go listen to florence + the machine whilst watching the snow. it’s gay but at the same time you know you want to do it too!

Wed, January 6th 2010

if sixth form is cancelled, tomorrow will consist of:
- sleep
- get some coursework done
- wash my hair
- make a snowman ~
- be unable to get to work in the snow, what a shame

if sixth form is open, tomorrow will consist of:
- get up early
- wash my hair
- driving lesson
- film studies lesson
- work

THINK I KNOW WHAT I’D PREFER ~

Wed, January 6th 2010

TOOK THIS ABOUT 3 SECONDS AGO HAHA.FUCK YEESSSSSSSSSS

TOOK THIS ABOUT 3 SECONDS AGO HAHA.
FUCK YEESSSSSSSSSS

Wed, January 6th 2010

Tue, January 5th 2010